It's almost 11pm on Christmas Eve. My son is in bed, having opened one gift at 7pm. The biggest box, of course. :-) I got all his presents wrapped (I hope), and have been working on wrapping gifts for tomorrow, when I get to see my family. I got my Mom's main gift finished. At least, she thinks it's her main gift. She'd been given a pendant watch that had no chain, and she asked me to make a beaded necklace for it. The watch probably dates to the '50's, but it has a rather Art Deco look, so that's what I tried to match. I hope she'll like it.
The *real* main present for her and Dad is a microwave MW bought them. (Never mind the 'Mr. UF' thing. It's too much hassle. From here on, he's MW.) He's on his way over with my son's bike, which his parents graciously hid for me. I have his presents all wrapped in nice, purple hologrammatic paper. No Christmas paper for him! Me, I don't care what it's wrapped in!
Finished knitting a hat for the little girl that gets the school bus whith my son. I'll take the knitting hoop and yarn with me tomorrow and work on the hat I promised her brother. I also promised two of my nieces I'd knit them hats. Thank goodness the hoops make them fast and easy.
I cut myself a couple days ago. I feel so guilty. I'd stopped for five months, which would be good except that I've stopped longer before. I've gone an entire year without cutting in the past, so why only five months this time?
MW took us to see the Lion, the Witch and the Wardrobe yesterday. We all three really enjoyed it. We wandered through the mall afterwards, and I had to fight to keep it together. I'd left my purse at home, so I didn't have my Klonopin. My chest hurt, my head began to pound, and i wanted nothing more than to hide in a deep hole, crying and wailing. MW has seen me go through worse (he really *is* a gem), and sent my son up to the apartment to get my purse and a bottle of water. The discovery that Klonopin can be chewed has been a lifesaver for me, as chewing it makes it work faster. I think I looked pretty normal by the time we got to MW's parents house for dinner.
Where *is* that man, anyway?
Oh, well. Boun Natale.
The *real* main present for her and Dad is a microwave MW bought them. (Never mind the 'Mr. UF' thing. It's too much hassle. From here on, he's MW.) He's on his way over with my son's bike, which his parents graciously hid for me. I have his presents all wrapped in nice, purple hologrammatic paper. No Christmas paper for him! Me, I don't care what it's wrapped in!
Finished knitting a hat for the little girl that gets the school bus whith my son. I'll take the knitting hoop and yarn with me tomorrow and work on the hat I promised her brother. I also promised two of my nieces I'd knit them hats. Thank goodness the hoops make them fast and easy.
I cut myself a couple days ago. I feel so guilty. I'd stopped for five months, which would be good except that I've stopped longer before. I've gone an entire year without cutting in the past, so why only five months this time?
MW took us to see the Lion, the Witch and the Wardrobe yesterday. We all three really enjoyed it. We wandered through the mall afterwards, and I had to fight to keep it together. I'd left my purse at home, so I didn't have my Klonopin. My chest hurt, my head began to pound, and i wanted nothing more than to hide in a deep hole, crying and wailing. MW has seen me go through worse (he really *is* a gem), and sent my son up to the apartment to get my purse and a bottle of water. The discovery that Klonopin can be chewed has been a lifesaver for me, as chewing it makes it work faster. I think I looked pretty normal by the time we got to MW's parents house for dinner.
Where *is* that man, anyway?
Oh, well. Boun Natale.
posted by orion`s daughter @ 22:48
1 Comments:
At 08:48,
Anonymous said…
My name is Julia Bean and i would like to show you my personal experience with Klonopin.
I am 36 years old. Have been on Effexor for at least 5 months now. My dr put me on 5 to 10mg per night right from the start, I was on it for approximately 4 to 5 months before a friend showed up at my drs appt to tell him what was happening to me. I was sure I was losing my mind and afraid to tell them what was happening. They discontinued my klonopin on the spot and eventually all those symptoms went away it took months!! I don't recall having any withdrawl symptoms but I may have as I had never been on many meds before!
I have experienced some of these side effects-
Periodic Amnesia that increased as time went on, confusion, blurred vision, Muscle Pain, Left Sided numbness and weakness, pneumonia... plus plus plus
I hope this information will be useful to others,
Julia Bean
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